Dishonesty is a subject of personal choice for many. The extent depends on how much you think is dishonest. This is sometimes hard to let others know about the practiced dishonesty, since it comes with a cost. This is not materialistic exchange all the times, this may be intangible entities which defines you.

We all are dishonest at some level. Sometimes our perception of friendship is so strong with a friend that we never return what we owe to him (money, material or smile,). He is my good friend and he will not feel bad. If he feels bad, he is not good friend.

The biggest of all vulnerability is people getting affected and moved by others. People tend to forget themselves and mostly they live in a dishonest aura of imagination. People think they have been doing great and there is no harm in thinking so. The problem arises when they make arguments, fights, cunning moves and loose talks to justify self importance on top of graveyards of their in-competencies. You got to know something, wait, think and decide, before you start shaping your emotions in words.

Inspiration and achievement vs hearsay and complain are two different paradigm. If we are fueled with rage and ignorance, we will never be inspired. Wet trees don’t get fire. Rage and ignorance comes with believing in rumors. This could be the flattering talks from your subordinates or colleagues, or people who pity on you because you give them opportunity to comment on your situation. They may say “why you work so hard, others don’t do, they get same salary”. If we lack the mass of our own ideology, we float in any direction, any one can blow them with their ideology. Having mass do not mean to be so heavy to get changed. But, it should be intrinsic, noise free.

We meet people who whine all the times for current system. The problems, incompetent people around, process lapse and comparisons with an imaginary ideal fairyland. Neither they want to make a move, nor they know what to do next in fixing the issues in hand. The comparison often goes with where they were working before. They say their past was a silver screen and they achieved so much, the system was perfect etc. but at the same time complain about what is present and hide the intrinsic of their weakness by discussing weakness of process, people and technology around.

We all are in a situation which is the result of two main factors. Our qualities and and in-competencies. Qualities forces us Northbound, whereas incompetency drifts us Southbound. How fast and how far you will move up is determined by how much thrust you get to move up. It comes with your innocence and performance.

This do not mean to be always submerged in the realization of your weakness. The idea is to know what we present to others and do not go beyond limits set by our genuine consciousness in exaggerating self. We should take healthy move and should channelize our energy in knocking the right door, unlocking the right locks, solving the real issues. This is called maturity and is different than talking issues.

Moses, Jesus and AK45

Well, the screw driver is slipping again against the defined shape of status quo. Truth is trapped once more since it is not supposed to take violent form. Since it ceases the existence of nobility and simplicity it is not allowed in general.

The saviour of lost sheep of Israel was prosecuted against his own people. People whom he cared for. People whom he loved but all said at a stage,”Why to rebel against Caesar”, let’s accept Caesar’s authority and be diplomatic.

Did Jesus answered the call?

Did Kejriwal answered the threat? 

Will he stand against the level of torment once experienced?

Jesus created Anarchy, so did Muhammad and Abraham (pbuta). Krishna created Anarchy so did Ram. Every act of establishing “Kingdom of Heaven/Ram Rajya/Aman” is Anarchy to corrupt souls.

The sharp contrast reflected is observed only to those who have wisdom. Low interest rates and booming economy calculation in terms of GDP and Forex is more curse than cure. The little untold secrets of “religion” and “economics” is untold to masses. And the politicians play with these two keys.

Reason: People do not want to understand the simple complex terms and definitions which make them uncomfortable. They rather prefer to sleep in matrix of materialistic acquisitions. Work hard, be workaholic and follow TV. To get the unrest of soul discounted, believe in something which drifts you from the reality. So better sleep and work. Embracing reality is painful. Real embracement will make you stand and this will be painful. People rather prefer drawing-room couch, Newshour, Arnab and Kiran. And for a change of taste, Kofee with Karan.

The irony of situation is that the hooked matrix mental aptitude is stuck between personalities of political gimmicks. They have developed a sacred devotion in those who think are the next avatars of corruption busters. Be ready for a series of injustice again. This time with a new colour, smell and style.

He is like an innocent child. Nimble. Quick. Clear. Now. He just can not tolerate. He just can not moderate. Any diplomacy which sacrifices principles. He has got his Fundamentals intact. He is weak in politicizing and reaping benefit out of event. People coin events with intent. So let them be. This is how the history is.

The mountains of corruption, dishonesty, immorality and disbelieve are shouting again at “Moses”.

Will you be able to convince the Pharaoh. 

Will you be able to control Egypt? 

Will you be able to save Israel?

Moses is calm, composed and writing history with his bare stick.

The rise of an ideology

The truth is that people discuss only people and most of them are selfish to their own ideology. Why he did this, why he did that? To most of the people their problem matters and i see people need quick solutions to their problems. Acidity. Eno. It acts fast.

The way they worship stones, graves, mazaars and peers, saints and yes of course politicians. The lazy dumbs expect some miracle. Yes, he is the man. He belongs to my community. He can bring change and lets associate the devotional feelings with this leader.

Laziness resist change. In particular a change which enables people to act. And in the due course every system become against to that ideology. Till the time promises are made a dreamy affair is established and people feel happy that something good is going to happen, and then they criticise the same people whom they elected, as criticism is also a source of happiness. Since i criticise so i am right.

Whenever any move, any act become personality dependent, it is bound to fail. Do we have the ideology which transcends the masses? Which party reflects the boldness of ideology greater than the personified leadership?

Swaraj is unique. Swaraj is the Indian way. Very few understand this in Indian context. Corruption is not the big headlines in news and some big politicians starting personal benefits. Corruption starts with the negligence and laziness we feel in implementing laws in our life. The act of outsourcing the system to few selected hands. We feel secure as there is no immediate challenge. And yes he is from my community so if he take a little advantage what is the big deal? This is corruption. People often deal with the symptoms of corruption, not THE CORRUPTION. The root cause is still in safe hands of selected fews. The mainstream political party Congress and BJP are taking advantage of the corruption phenomena in order to steer power in their court.

Corruption is worshipping stones in a way to expect miracles. Religion is not the garbage box to vent all your weakness and reckless emotions in the name of God. Religion is realisation of your own power in discovering the fact that man is nothing and the pride, greed and wicked desires need to be in constant control as we are all answerable to each other and to the Almighty.

While i was interested long time back in understanding the Islamic implementation of political environment i see many things happening now. People might say i am advocating Islam now, however this is not the case. Islamic laws are far more easy to implement if we have righteous people in place. However if we have dishonesty in place it is far more complex. i am afraid if explained in details, people will talk of AK implementing Sharia Law across India.

One of the fundamental is the empowerment of people so that they participate directly in government decision which effect people’s day to day life. No political party talk of such things in recent past except AAP. In Indian context it is called Swaraj. There is no surprise that the concept introduced by Gandhiji was inspired by Biblical and Quranic teachings he might have got while travelling South Africa. Gandhiji took a lot from Bible which we call “Satyagarah”. People who have read Bible will know the true meanings and context of Swaraj and Satyagarah. This is notable while Bible talk of the philosophy of self sacrifice to establish good, Gita talks of fighting the evil forces with all might, whereas Quran gives the both.

Oath ceremony in Public, Banning VIP culture, Leading simple life, Establishing the clarity between government and people, taking people’s consensus in public affairs, and fighting for justice and principle is all the traits explained by Khulfa-e-Rashideen long time back. This is quite refreshing to see the resurrection of these ideology in Indian context where most Muslim leaders have failed. Thats make India a land of miracles.

Jai Hind, all the best AAP,

The Hatred Genes,

Let me be clear here, as millions of Indian Muslims, there is a threat. The zombies i see around, to them is their fear and they can harm me, anytime they want.

Godhra, “who did it?”, and “who perished?”. The politics of blood had a pre preparation of materializing the event. Our good Hindu friends, killed thousands of Muslims just to satisfy their emotions. They did not took revenge from the people who did the heinous crime of burning a train, but since they were “supposedly Muslims”, let’s Kill them, they are terrorists and they do not deserve to live.

3000 people killed.

3 Days of peaceful genocide.

1000 people a day.

Police silent.

Administration numb.

Who Cares?

These are Muslims, “Let’s Kill Them all,”

Well, to Modi, “these are tyre puppies”. Do not care,

And to all my friends who support Modi, “Congratulations, you got a political reasons to mask your face again”. You can kill us, as you like.

Kashmir, “Who and why the Brahmins were moved?”, “the new generation do not know”, however there is a perception “Muslims made them to move”, and now let us cage them in their own home, with military. The contempt in the eyes of the soldiers, with which they mock, smile and kill. Look, they are Muslims, let’s kill them. They are terrorists. The suckers of power and complex politics created “a virtualized world of hatred”, some of them hate and some are victimized. The price of a political decision is still being paid by thousands of Muslims being killed in valley. Some say “this is right”, let’s teach a lesson to these “Muslims”.

They line “Pakistani”, “Muslims” and “Islam” in a single line. However they are neither similar nor same. This troubles me. Islam is pure and pristine, Muslims are the followers, some good and some bad. And what is Pakistan? Well a country for Indian politics, with which they compare their own inabilities. A default gateway for all the accusations and “this is Pakistan, not my fault”. To most of them “Mens are from Mars”, “Female from Venus” and “Muslims from Pakistan”, they all are terrorists, “Let’s Kill them all”.

Where do i stand? Well, i love Islam and i am a Muslim, so i am a victim.

If you ask corruption, the corrupted soul can not bring development. He glamorize the development. Indian corporate bureaucracy is not a litmus test of country’s development. If you really want to uproot the corruption you really need to get out of this Muslimophobia and the drama of Hindutva.

Indian corruption and lack of leadership boldness is not the problem of a political party. There is a lack of political will in bringing the change. These suckers need power. Power at cost of anything. First they wanted to build a “Ram Mandir”, now they fairly polarized the people with the new hero. The hero who killed maximum “Muslims” in shortest time (this is the hidden happiness to most). The hero who boast a long story of infrastructure development. There will never be “Ram Rajya” they think of nor “Development” but again a series of injustice, to which all parties are equally responsible. It is only the matter of time and space. Who materializes it first?

Genuine Expectations vs True Lies

While dealing with people around in business transactions, mostly when people are in service support or engineering management, there come situations which are difficult to be scaled over or measured in terms of what is right and what is wrong.

What brings irritation? Or a sense of disagreement which you would not prefer to discuss, since the space and time is not favourable. Some of the managers think: To push work downstairs, and let the pressure work. Well, if you target the heat of seriousness this can work, but you need to chase and hold people, if you are enough capable.


The better way could be to work sincerely instead of making it serious. Let’s identify the tasks, skills, resources and plan it in a better way. Understanding others by placing yourself there and this do not harm to do a small historical review of people around you. What they did in past, how they perform, what are their capabilities and are they sincere?

Understanding is the key. Knowing not only what we want, however most important is “Am i asking right stuff from right guys?” This is something beyond the definitions of delivery models. And of course there are some interpersonal gels required in order to make it inspiration driven rather than disheartened perspiration exercise. This differentiates the genuine expectations from true lies. Managers often call them offloading techniques and some fancy words.

In the end, good people can’t fight well with bad guys, as they need to sacrifice a bit of goodness in between. For them to get an equal treatment some true lies are spoken, which they can’t reject.

Bomb, blasts and Bingo!!!

Now again,

Year 2008: I was in Srilanka then. I came to hotel, ordered chicken biryani and hit straight to have shower. It relaxes me. Cinnamon Hotel is very luxurious, and i was enjoying a 5 star life. This was not new watching live coverage of something messed up in India. However it lasted whole night and i was watching Taj attack as this was not ending.

Next day was not pleasant. I had headache and sleep deprived eyes were losing its concentration. I was on my own mission and had daunting tasks of new services activation for Airtel Srilanka  I was in DC implementation. While i was making VPN profiles, and architecture for VPN tunnels, i was going through the troubles going back home. How and Why? and when should this stop?

Now and then, this is no difference as the people around are still tangled. They can not think beyond their affiliation to a political party, ethnicity, religion etc. They support the parallel governing structure like RSS, Shiv Sena etc. They hide but they reflect. And their intent is reflected in all the way they behave and speak. There is no difference when it comes to extremism. When a headless Pakistani advocates Jihad for green banner, our intellectual brothers hail for saffron patriotism. There is no moon-star vs the burning Sun in Saffron cloth. This is all madness. The shit inside mind smells and is horrible.

I need to justify. To justify that i am not a terrorist.

So how come you do not support BJP? And don’t you see the corruption under UPA’s carpet?

For me both are same. Both of them live on the mercy of vulnerability. The vulnerability which exist in society. They take advantage. They bring instability. They create fear and then they gain. They say “This is from the border”. Where is the border? Where is the border of greed and where it ends?

Do you think India is progressing? No.

These are the last bulges of flames which will make your coming generation perish. Orthodoxy, slavery and consumerism has bonded a strong relationship. You worship either stones or people. And God, ahhh. They look good in comics, Hollywood or in our selfish religious rituals. Religion has become either a weapon to vent your anger out or a window to throw your garbage in. And you live happy. Long live India,

That happened on this Friday as well, when they said that this particular party can bring a real change. These people can not work religiously. They are Indians and they are ****. They can’t justify their presence to the system and they are talking change. I do not reflect, since i know, idiots can talk and they are good in it. Let us see, when the polarization changes. There will be more blasts to make system more vulnerable. Innocents will be killed, leaders will come and visit. People will host parties and some of them will be busy in Page3, cricket or new release. This is India. Life mein masale ki kami. Bingo!!!, let’s have it.

La ilaha il-lAl-lah,

I was happy as you spoke the sweet words, you learned pehela kalima, i felt very happy.

Let me share with you some of the grave concerns concerning religion and politics. Since long the quest for power has been vital for human race. There is satan in a continuous effort in making world a place for leisure, lust and desires. Almighty Allah has made it very clear to avoid any confusion, however the strategy of divine plan do not let humanity know the truth at cheaper cost. The continuous quest needed for self realization and understanding is very rare. This leads to religion floating at surface layers hooked by customs and culture. Most of the people are greedy and they are interested only in their own happiness. These vectors make ordinary people fall in the trap of rat race of emotion driven attachment to religion, which can be easily fueled by the ruling elites.

People in politics and those who control system do understand very well the psychology of people. These ordinary people, since they lack understanding are easily manipulated and in the name of religion are used for their benefit. Some people are proud in Muharram Juloose, and some in Ramnavmi parades. They show their strength by making a public show of swords and treeshools. How angry they are? How rude they are? How stupid they are? The discourse of killing people, in the name of Ram, or establishing Ram Rajya, fuel them with a satisfaction of holiness. Same is with others as well. They rape, kill and destroy and this bloody game is religion to them.

Don’t be disguised. Quran says “La ikraha fid-deen“, better listen Quran, read it and understand it. They will criticize, and will laugh on you. However this should not be a matter of discouragement for you. Truth is that the Quran is the only book, meant for the guidance of people for this generation and the implementation manual is described in details in Sunnah of our beloved prophet Muhammad (pbuh). So better read, practice and concentrate on self righteousness.

Avoid stupid discussions. You are accountable for your deeds. Even prophet Muhammad (pbuh) was not successful in convincing all. The job is to convey the message. Convey the message with dignity. If they agree, well, otherwise do not ponder in exaggerated explanations. How will you test? This is simple. The point you feel, you are getting angry, stop. And turn away. Seek Allah’s forgiveness and make Duaa to increase Imaan. To foolish is his anger and pride. Good people learn to lose with dignity than to win on false grounds. This is not easy. Holding emotion is like holding a burning lava in hand. So drop it quickly. Don’t get burned. Your win or lose is not the criteria for your success. Your success criteria is your intention, taqwa and Aamal.

Establishing the deen of Allah is Farz on Muslim Ummah. However the accountability and responsibility vary in the way that all of us are not having the same boundary conditions. Do not ever make any hasty decision in emotion. For any act and decision you must be enough knowledgeable to comprehend and apply in yourself first, before you jump to others.

So, good to start with “Jihad-e-Nafs”, listen to enlightened souls, be open to fresh ideas and attain moral excellence as demonstrated by our beloved prophet Muhammad (pbuh)

The fishy crossroads,

I quickly burned my hands as usual, realized later, this was late. They were right. If i was in charge, i could have jumped in to save, however the discussion went long and situation were not synchronized with my clock.

Most of the times, i sound offensive. I write emails which is not understood to many and they say “he is dandy,”. In the pursuit of understanding and perfection, i make many things, which they say “is a waste of time,”. But i love to waste time. Waste time in my way.

I tried again talking to dead zombies. Since i knew they will not be alive, so i kept their Gods in copy. They responded quickly. It works. The dead shits when interrogated gives horrible smells. They don’t have even a trace of enthusiasm, passion to their work, interest. They do meditation. In front of their computers, they do look very busy. To them is their productivity. Infinite to them, zero to me. But who am i?

If you can’t bring result, its OK, try again, don’t loose passion. If you don’t want to bring results, You are horrible, how come you exist?

This is not a good idea to exist in a system, which is incompetent to nurture fresh idea. The whole struggle is “how to exist”, “how not to work”, “how to keep the boss happy” and “how to escape”. If a team is passionate about their work, result follows, otherwise they follow raw, unstructured spreadsheets. The copies of un-formatted excels, documents and of course they call it the work. Is it really?

I loved drawings, playing with colors, crayons, canvas and beauty. And still love to flaunt my passion in work. I am not a very hi-fi techie who understand well, however i love to make things simple with smart illustrations, paintings and feel great if it produce result. If something is working and i am a part of it. If something is solved and the engineering excites. It may be crazy, weird or foolishness to many. You work for someone, how do you feel great? Well, i have not achieved the corporate salvation of totipotency, and feel happy with these tiny acts, or some power point presentations. That’s me and my happiness, let me be fool.

So you are a great manager. Deaf, dumb and blind. Your management is selfishness, where you think of your personal growth, personal comfort and do not care where team is going. Where are people going? Where is the spark of inspiration, which make learning warm and capable to germinate the hidden potentials of people on ground. They don’t feel great about work, and that’s the litmus test to your effectiveness. However a person should not expect any thing good from someone who can not think beyond his comfort shell. This is average Indian mindset and we all are part of it.

There is a crossroad and choices, and the gravity of time is money. So let’s stick to it. Let them behave as they are. Focus on your objective, no matter, if you also smell like them, sometimes it’s OK.

gangnam style

When i woke up today morning, i hit straight internet, email and saw birthday wishes from my company HR. Oh today is 9th December by the way and Sunday. Out of making some complex things simple i was working whole night. I love to work what i love, and do not feel ashamed discussing about it. Drawing is my passion, be it the IP Packets.

Think about the educated class of people. Further think about the Internet-Aware-Educated-Class of people. I know there are people on internet who are not educated, but at least they know how to hit keyboard, however most of them are literate. And think how “Gangnam Style” has become the most watched video on YouTube.

I was aware about this term but watched it after a long lazy effort. The dance moves are new. I was thinking how much the civilization has gone to an extreme of seeking fun and entertainment. For people like me who think themselves of connecting link between the old Jurassic ages and new mad jungles, this is really difficult. i mean this is what drives the current age educated class. Dance rock and dance to tunes. The modesty and sincerity has been replaced by the bluntness and ignorance. To satisfy that they say “ignorance is bliss”. So, this video is number 1 watched online.

The truth is clear. Allah choose Islam to be the only accepted religion for mankind. Not because he loves Arabic or Mullahs, but the reason that this final testament has all the solution for today’s mankind till the day dooms. And these PSY verses “Naje-neun ttasaroun inkanjeo-gin yeoja” makes you away from the Man-God relationship. You may justify and bring logic, reasoning, and all the if elses etc. You hop on to the next and next acts of fun-seeking until you will exhaust the whole humanity in the name of your personal freedom. Then one day, in the corner of hell, by side of Aaaraf, you may think; this was really Bad.

You may think, are you serious? But i am and i see these signs making the believe in unseen more strong. People coupling more with world, seeking more pleasure, hiding their lust in the name of freedom and art. Where are we going?

One of my friend compared and a beautiful logic: When we see good flowers we feel good, so what is the harm in girls in shorts and bikinis on street, when we see them we feel good. This is a culture to promote happiness. I am not the exception personally, however i resist somewhat, to an extent, to the degree of faith i have. This logic is to cover a Man’s selfish desire, and what women thinks. She need attention, admiration to her beauty, rolling eyes to her peeping hips and breasts. This is how she is comfortable. Satan is clever and humans are weak to themselves.

The example and logic is not appropriate. The kind of happiness we get in admiring a flower is not the same. Provoking desires and being vulnerable in seeking fun and entertainment in a way God has restricted is not the way one should adopt. This will bring long term disaster for momentarily lusty feelings.

And it all depends. If you really believe in God. Otherwise do what you want to do, may Allah guide you,